Have I written about this before? Times of self doubt even fear which rack our psyches? It's sort of related to the 'hour of the wolf', the time round 3-4am when such thoughts assault us.
I've had some lately and it is intense, stultifying.
What's the use? If I give up maybe the doubts will go away.
To hell with that bs.
I endure such things. They come to everyone, great and small as it were.
Didn't sweat blood but the anxiety was intense a little while back.
Then I remembered to practice what I preach.
I met it headon and wrestled through it. Taking the risks with career and certainly the Republic, I would never know if I didn't do.
I will NOT fail. By hook or by crook #2 says in the Prisoner. Well, I'm not willing to use foul means lol. But I am ready to do all I can to succeed. And honesty has gotten me where I am. It will carry me through the valleys to the peaks.
So I say DO sweat it. Effort given pays out in solutions and results. So what if that sounds like one of those motivational seminars?
Cliches are often true.
Weather the storm. I makes you stronger on all levels.
Dark fear soaked nights give way to the clear dawn as it were -s-.
It helps us deal with the naysayers as we work to accomplish our goals.
So here I come!
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